I am pushing myself beyond my limits. I seem normal, but I am not. I am so incredibly fragile right now.
New job. New car. New place.
Where is my little girl? Why isn’t she here next to me yet?
I am single again. I like it. I feel like I can concentrate on healing and trying to get my daughter back.
Can’t give up now…although, every day, at some point in time, I feel like I could run out of this life any minute. Like I could drop it all, pack a bag and run away….but I won’t. I am going to stand in one spot until she is back in my life for good.